In the past month I’ve really given up all attempts at sociability. I tend to think that my ability to maintain social obligations and friendships is a reflection of my health. But maybe not. Maybe I’m just a loner and should learn to be happy with that.

Either way I’ve stopped trying to make myself be social for awhile. The guilt and self-loathing when I fail, or worse actually am social and then hate my own awkwardness, just isn’t worth it.

Hermit-tude, represent.